Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me

67861) I constantly sit around with all my friends and I just feel like the fattest one there. I am constantly comparing myself to everyone. It’s strange to me that I find something beautiful in everyone… but when I look at myself I see nothing. I don’t see myself as beautiful. I look in the mirror and see all these flaws and I just choke back my tears. I want to feel pretty. I want to feel like I don’t need to constantly be wearing makeup and push up bras all the time. I just want to feel like I belong

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:33:55 -0400

tranquil-oasis: i thought and then wrote stuff

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:31:45 -0400

tranquil-oasis:

i thought and then wrote stuff

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Thu, 23 May 2013 14:31:18 -0400

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Thu, 23 May 2013 14:30:59 -0400

fitnessisfitfor-me: great progress! :)

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:30:46 -0400

fitnessisfitfor-me:

great progress! :)

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Thu, 23 May 2013 14:30:33 -0400

plurfection: edc_vegas-4 by Tamara Susa

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:30:19 -0400

plurfection:

edc_vegas-4 by Tamara Susa

67880) I broke up with my boyfriend of x years because of this. Not only the not eating and weird habits, but the depression too. I hurt him because I can't stop hurting myself. Because I didn't want to have sex anymore. I feel too fat to have sex, to even be seen naked... to even be looked at. What’s happening to me?

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:27:23 -0400

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1/3 of me: I wanna be fit and sexy and have a flat stomach and be lean and have lots of muscle.

Thu, 23 May 2013 14:26:45 -0400

1/3 of me: I wanna be fit and sexy and have a flat stomach and be lean and have lots of muscle.
1/3 of me: I wanna be skinny and tiny and dainty and delicate and bony and frail and look cute in everything.
1/3 of me: I wanna not give a shit about what I look like and be happy instead.

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Tue, 21 May 2013 15:21:12 -0400

67725) I'm gaining weight. It won't stop. I can't stop myself. Someone help.

Tue, 21 May 2013 15:20:46 -0400

I KEEP EATING EVERYTHING IN THIS HOUSE

Tue, 21 May 2013 15:15:03 -0400

I KEEP EATING EVERYTHING IN THIS HOUSE

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Mon, 13 May 2013 22:11:21 -0400

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tenderghost: awwww-cute: One of my friends got chased by...

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:08:11 -0400

tenderghost:

awwww-cute:

One of my friends got chased by little piggies during his bike ride

this is the opposite of a problem

the-healthy-kid: fitnessfriendforever: skinny-seattle: perfect...

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:04:08 -0400

the-healthy-kid:

fitnessfriendforever:

skinny-seattle:

perfectlyskinny:

beforeandafterfatlosspics:

ellenkeepsitclean

You can do anything you set your mind to! Just NEVER stop trying! (5’9” US Size 18 to US size 3-4) Every little change gets you one step closer to your goal XOXO -Ellen

YOU LOOK AMAZING.

you are so beautiful!

Omg

✌

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